Before-going-to-bed Thoughts
Saturday, October 20, 2012 • 2:16 AM • 0 comments
You know what they say, comparing your life to another person's -- whose life seems to be better/more exciting -- is going to make you feel downright miserable. But at times i guess that is quite inevitable. We are always striving to achieve the ideal. And when we see another person living our ideal, you die a little inside.
What I always fail to notice is that I am actually blessed. I am so, so very blessed. When I rule out the ideal and comparison of other people's lives I see that God has been truly good to me and is ever provident.
It is ridiculous how humans can be so selfish sometimes. What is this obsessive need to always want and be more. I don't get it. And I certainly do not get myself for wanting more and being more...when my life and who I am is not even half as bad as some people's.
Sometimes people travel a long, long way to search for what has been near all along.
I am blessed. In so many ways. Sometimes I wonder what I did to even deserve these blessings.
Thank you God, so much. You are so good and ever faithful.
-Anthea ❤
