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Wednesday, April 16, 2014 • 2:51 AM • 0 comments
I love my boyfriend a lot.
Even though he does annoy me and I perceive him to be extra irritating on days where I happen to have a short fuse hahahaha (and YES, I am well aware of the fact that I surely do annoy him too LOL. Sorry love). But I guess that is the beauty of it all. When you love somebody, you love them for who they are, with their wonderful qualities along with their foibles and inevitable human shortcomings. You are pretty much devoid of a choice, you take in the good with the bad. Or else it's ALL or NOTHING, you either take it all or just leave and have NONE of it. There is no in between. At least that's how I see it.
And so yes, I do love him.
Nothing and no one is perfect and despite the annoyances (that really just compel me to roll my eyes till my optic nerves are on the verge of snapping LOL), and the times when I have been left feeling upset/angry/hurt (like I just want to release my wrath, blow up and burn the whole universe. or shut down and retreat to an obscure off-grid cave deep in a virgin forest and never come out)...
I really, really do love him.
with the absolute entirety of my heart and soul.
Cause at the end of the day I really feel that no other person (who isn't blood-related/a family member) will care about me as much as he does. He is always the one making sure if I'm okay. He has been there for me during a couple of my emotional meltdowns, pulled me into his arms and stroked my back while I buried my face in his chest and cried. He makes me feel so safe in his arms, and everything just feels right in the world. He is one of the very few people who truly understands some of the things I go through, because he goes through the same thing as we both have quite similar familial backgrounds. The hugs and the kisses. The laughter and being crazy + weird together. Having somebody to simply hold hands and intertwine your fingers with in the most comfortable silence. An inner world that is only ours and ours alone. I wouldn't trade that for anything else in the world.
-Anthea ❤
