Papa.
Monday, June 18, 2012 • 12:36 AM • 0 comments
In the natural aging process I have to honestly admit that it has gradually become harder for me to be cheesy and lovey dovey around my dad, well simply because,
I'm getting older.
I am a young adult. And I'm not exactly a little girly baby girl anymore...
(when I was little I used to be obsessed with my dad. I didn't want him out of my sight. I wanted daddy ALL THE TIME and no one else but daddy. He was my world! lol)
But deep down I am still that little girl and I still love my dad for every single thing that he has provided me with throughout my 22 years of life as a daughter (who is still very much dependent --- unfortunately hahahaha).
Fatherly affection, a roof over my head, protection, food, money, life advice.. etc.
and for giving me things that I don't need but want (most of the time RELUCTANTLY, but he still gets it for me anyway because he is essentially loving and generous towards me --- and I always feel SO DAMN GUILTY after that)
I've always had people telling me.. "your father loves you very much. you know?"
I have to admit that I sometimes take my dad for granted. And I want to BEAT MYSELF UP TO DEATH for it. But from time to time, I am always reminded of how blessed I am to have a dad like my dad. Now is one of those times.
So thank you daddy for E V E R Y T H I N G and for loving me unconditionally.
I am so blessed to have you as my daddy.
Happy Father's Day.
I love you.
-Anthea ❤
